kill ur radioo

oka ne who she cnt get on buzz anymore cuzz her mum is a bitch and yea oka bye and she says much love to everyone later hoess

ok 2 night i went 2 take my dad 2 the airport cuz he's leaving 2 go do a show (thank god)
but when i was coming back i almost got in a crash yay me!!!
what the hell, y cant people drive anymore?
everyone is getting tickets & causing car crashes
& it's not like it's friday or anything & u were out drinking it was 8 at night on a Tuesday
wut the fucking hell people !!!!!
5 year olds can drive better than some of these people that hav been driving 4 years i mean come on
wut's it gonna take 4 them 2 open there eyes 2 wut's going on? Another persons life??
thats just wrong

U see it
U love it
U shoot it
U kill it
but it comes back 2 haunt u
it sees U
it love's U
U kill it again

u want 2 kno ur problem
u keep cutting up love
& leaving the mess 4 someone else

do u see ur issue now
i do
& ur problem is me

i want 2 change my name but idk wut 2 change it 2
so give me some ideas
anything but my real name lol
so get 2 thinken & tell me wut u come up w


please & thanies

xoxo

im really sorry i kno ill never get ur friendship back i love u all 2 death & i really mean that w my whole hart i hate making u mad when im the 1 pissed off, sad, butchy & all im sorry cassie even though i kno u''ll NEVER read this im sorry & trevor im sorry 2
i don't mean 2 get sarcastic in a bad way it just kind of happens
&if i ever talk bout myself 2 much it's just cuz u guys r the only1's who will hear me out & try 2 care even when u don't
ill ALWAYS miss u / love ya
btw IM SORRY

ok how is this possible
i ALWAYS think I'm fat 7 need 2 lose wight but yet I where 00 jeans & there FALLING OFF
so I don't eat a lot
i just don't get it
i c myself as fat & ugly but people r telling me that I'm skinny & shit
WUT THE HELL !!!!!!

A wraith with an angel’s body.
A demon with a smile of gold.
You soul-sucker.
I won’t become like you.
A killer with the perfect weapons,
crystal eyes and a heart of coal.
You soul-sucker.
I won’t lose myself in you.

Look how pretty she is, when she falls down.
now there’s no beauty in bleeding mascara. Lips are quivering
Like a withering rose, she’s back again.

What the fuck do you think love means?
It’s more than words and more than feelings
sucking me dry. Is my marrow that sweet?
Your dead lovers have left a trail of broken hearts and misspent hopes.
Sucking them dry. Does their marrow taste of
Sweetness, Sweetness? I hope you choke.

Look how pretty she is, when she falls down.
now there’s no beauty in bleeding mascara. Lips are quivering
like a withering rose, she’s back again, she's back a-, shes back again.. shes back

my mom has been thinking bout checking me into a mental hospital
no im not kidding
yes i have a killers mind but i never use it
she thinks im crazy cuz i laugh at what happens in horror movies that r based on real life
and cuz i am a monster addict
not kidding again
also cuz i act like im high
but that doesn't mean that i need 2 be in a mental hospital
does it??

4 me this is tru
every time i cry i get sleepy
dont ask me y
i just do
this happens 2 me @ least 2ce a week
and this was 1 of the days
so if i seem tired right now u kno y

xoxoxxo

Confidence is a must
Cockiness is a plus
Edginess is a rush
Edges I like them rough
A man with a Midas touch
Intoxicate me
I’m a lush
Stop you’re making me blush
People are looking at us

I don’t think you know (Know)
I’m checking you
So hot, so hot
Wonder if you know
You're on my radar
(On my radar)
On my radar
(On my radar)
And yep I notice you
I know it’s you
I'm choosing don’t wanna lose you
On my radar
(On my radar)
On my radar
(On my radar)

And when you walk
(When you walk)
And when you talk
(When you talk)
I get the tingle
I wanna mingle
That’s what I want
(That’s what I want)

Hey listen baby
Turn up the fader
Tryna to make you understand
You’re on my radar
(On my radar)
On my radar
(On my radar)

On my radar
Got you on my radar
Got you on my radar
Got you on my radar

Interesting sense of style
Ten million dollar smile
Think I can handle that
Animal in the sack
His eyes see right to my soul
I surrender self-control
Catch me looking again
Falling right into my plan

I don’t think you know (Know)
I’m checking you
So hot, so hot
Wonder if you know
You're on my radar
(On my radar)
On my radar
(On my radar)
And yep I notice you
I know it’s you
I'm choosing don’t wanna lose you
On my radar
(On my radar)
On my radar
(On my radar)

And when you walk
(When you walk)
And when you talk
(When you talk)
I get the tingle
I wanna mingle
That’s what I want
(That’s what I want)

Hey listen baby
Turn up the fader
Tryna to make you understand
You’re on my radar
(On my radar)
On my radar
(On my radar)

On my radar
Got you on my radar
Got you on my radar
Got you on my radar
On my radar
Got you on my radar
Got you on my radar
Got you on my radar

I got my eye on you
And I can’t let you get away
Hey baby
Whether it’s now or later
I’ve got you
You can’t shake me
Cause I got you on my radar
Whether you like it or not
It ain’t gonna stop
Cause I got you on my radar
(I got you)
Cause I got you on my radar

I don’t think you know (Know)
I’m checking you
So hard, so hard
So hot, so hot
You're on my radar
(On my radar)
On my radar
(On my radar)
And yep I notice you
I know it’s you
I'm choosing don’t wanna lose you
On my radar
(On my radar)
On my radar
(On my radar)

And when you walk
(When you walk)
And when you talk
(When you talk)
I get the tingle
I wanna mingle
That’s what I want
(That’s what I want)

Hey listen baby
Turn up the fader
Tryna to make you understand
You’re on my radar
(On my radar)
On my radar
(On my radar)

On my radar
Got you on my radar
Got you on my radar
Got you on my radar
On my radar
Got you on my radar
Got you on my radar
Got you on my radar

Ok I'm soo confused im gonna cry ,no not cuz im stupid and cry when I'm confused but because of wut im confused about. Last night i saw one of my friends that i haven't seen in 7/8 months or maybe longer his name is Daltion and the last time we talked he asked me out and told me he loved me (Wow thats big) but it never really happened. But we (me & Savannah) saw him @ the mall and she told me that when I was talking 2 her he kept looking @ me and she thinks that when he saw me he might still love me but I'm not sure wut 2 do cuz if he does and if he EVER asks me out again it would b weird cuz we go 2 different skools now (well he's in high skool, me not ther yet after this year i will b) idk and i think Some1 on here still might like me after i broke up w him and it sux cuz i like , like 2/3/4 guys & 2 girls right now and i need help LOTZ of help idk idk idk idk idk !!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHH *bangs head on wall really hard* yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!! this sux hard core !!!!!!!!!

xoxxoxxoo

im bored
& my back REALLY hurts *crys*
i wish some1 was here 2 give me a back rub cuz then i would make me a very happy girl hehe
but i kno that will never happen

xoxoxxo

If I were 2 kill over right now would u

A.) Throw a party
B.) Dance on my grave
C.) Cry 4ever
D.) Wouldn't care
E.) Miss me


add ur own if i left something out
xoxo

Savi
Savvy
vana
Strawberry Shortcake
Care Bare
Rory
Cupcake



no I'm not kidding blame my friends for the um "skills" at naming me hehe

omg i was freeking out last night one of my friends Elaina went missing for a few hours it scared me half 2 death i thought the worst cuz her and this whore at skool were fighting so Savannah thought that they were killing each other but i was the worst part is that when she FINILY called home i thought her dad was GOING 2 kill her cuz he seems like the kind of dad that would do that.
I hope shes ok i havent talked 2 her scence skool got out yesterday so ya
I LOVE U ALL!!!!!!!! xoxo

Ok it was yesterday @ skool we were walking 2 lunch (haha lunch) and we passed by these little 1st grade skater boys. They ALWAYS say hi 2 us when we pass by but this time they wanted hugs and who am I 2 refuse a hug? So we were ok y not but once they got there hug they WOULDN'T LET GO OF ME!! Then I finely got them 2 get off (yay) then I walked over 2 our groups table and sat down but then I saw 1 of my friends and of corse she's by the little kids. I walk over there to say hi (WRONG MOVE!) the boys like jumped on me with more hugs (I almost fell over) & so there I was stuck with them still on me k & I look over at my friends and there laughing @ me! When i finely got out of there death grip I sat back down but they were STILL laughing and saying "Savannah has 1st grade fans!!" OMG hopefully 2day they don't ask me 2 kiss them! AHHHHH !

omg 2night i went 2 the mall w my friends savannah and andrew! and when we got there we met some of his friends (who's names i cant remember) and had panda express (which i didnt hav, i had a smoothie YAY SMOOTHIES) anyway ya we walked around for hours and got kicked out of a few stores and were told that we had to keep walking if we were in groups of pple 4 or more (which we were) so we did and went outside and were walking in the cold talking bout whatever there was 2 talk about AND i saw my friend Kayla YAY!!!! and we hugged A LOT and i saw TYLER!!!!!!! DUBBLE YAY!!!! and i haven't seen him scence last year and he hugged Savannah and when he saw me he was all "WOW" ( is that a good thing??) we skipped around and sang random songs and i pole danced on a stop sign lol but ya we had sooooo much fucking fun!!!!! i cant wait till next friday !!! (cuz we do this every friday) yay!!!! LOVE YA GUYS xoxo

i took 1 big step and i looked away then i thought of all the things that i wanted 2 say im always to late u never got ur story striate im always up late i think im everything u hate

If you woke up in the morning and saw me in ur bed what would u do?

1.) Go back to sleep
2.)Slap me
3.)Cuss me out
4.)Tell me 2 leave
5.)Climb on top of me & cuddle
6.)Make me breakfast
7.)Have sex w me
8.)Ask my name
9.)Call 911
10.)Kiss me
11.)Fuck the fucken shit out of me

Tell me in 3sec or have bad luck for 3years

Leave me a note saying...

fuck
kiss
hug
eat
make out
or date

pple i want a bf/gf

so....ya ya

please and thank u
xoxoxxoxxxxx